People and Why I Can't Stand Them. So I Sit Down.

Sitting in my English class I hear the bell ring and a minute later two boys from my class walk in. Loud and irritating as always. They go to sit down and my English teacher (an old bitty in her mid to late sixties who is a bit loud and can be annoying at times. But I put up with her, she is still a kind person.) tells them to get a late pass. They bitch about it and try sitting down anyway giving her crap and being the cowards they are mumble curses at her. But she prevails and they go get passes. They come back angrily and sit in their seats. One of them is sitting in the wrong spot and it forced to sit in the correct spot. He curses her along the way and blows it way out of proportion. I sit there trying not to blow up at them and mind my own business when the one boy mumbles to the boy in front of me that they should 'jump' the old crone.
Jump our English teacher, they would attack a poor defenseless old lady.
I hate humanity.
I really do.
Who raised their child to have no respect for our elders is beyond me. I mean these kids are low little cretins who don't deserve to be anything but the scum at the bottom of a pond. They would hurt someone because she told them to go get a late pass and sit in the correct seat. They could easily kill her if they did that. And they wouldn't even care. Even considering it is horrible, this is why I hate my school and that class. Because I'm surrounded by mentally deficient, whooping, testosterone filled apes! (thankfully there are some kids in there who are intelligent and respectful children). Did the others not have the fear of god put into them? Were they not punished correctly. Do they not know right or wrong? I figure they know as much but they don't care. And that is what makes people inhuman, when they know what is wrong but will do it anyway. That's what makes them lower than anything. Animals themselves know right and wrong and they do what they must to survive. But humans who know right and wrong and do something horrible because they can, are monsters. But there is nothing I can do...All I can do is either tell someone or wait until something does happen and tell. Nothing has happened yet so I don't think I need to let any authorities know of this situation.
God, I wish things weren't like this.

Thanks for reading my rant,
Alex

Here's a cute drawing of the characters from Jurassic Park as dinosaurs as an apology for this blog post.

There and Back Again

Yeah I'm sorry, I've been working on keeping up my grades, doing robotics, dealing with love problems, stress, and photojournalism.
I was dating Picard from the time the second part of The Hobbit movie came out to sometime in January. I broke up with him because he started to ignore me and I hate being ignored, I couldn't deal with the stress so I 'rage quitted'. He later apologized and explained what happened (a month later..) but I forgive him because I love him and will be a good friend. Our relationship isn't the same but I'm gonna start talking to him more and it'll be pretty much back to the way it was before. (Hopefully)
Rosa had a bit of a scare with her leg and I got really freaked and had nightmares and mental breakdowns over the paranoia and fear. BUT she's fine thankfully it's just healing and a bit of degeneration in her meniscus (that's kinda bad but better than what it COULD have been).
I tried dating people after Picard  but it failed as with the first guy (let's call him Luna Lover) Luna Lover I didn't feel right being with him and I realized I needed more time to heal. He didn't take that well and freaked out. It was bad but it's all good between him and I. Then I got into a relationship with Train and it didn't last long either because I also felt weird with that relationship. So now I'm single and just not worrying about relationships and stuff. It's too stressful at times and I don't need anymore of that right now.

So exciting news is; WE WON OUR ROBOTICS COMPETITION (my team) AND IT WAS SO MUCH FUN. I made friends and hung around Rosa and her boyfriend Kawaii-mon (He's on our robotics team and he loves the Pokemon Latios and Latias, he's also unbelievably cute /)>3<(\ his social awkwardness is so adorable.) I also got a guy's phone number and I feel bad because I lost my phone Sunday so I can't really talk to him. Hopefully he'll forgive me..'0.0....I met other guys on different teams and maybe I suck at being able to tell people's attraction because I felt it from some that I talked to..Oh well I'm oblivious and shit. Funny shenanigans happened during the whole thing, like our mascot dancing and my childhood friend (He shall be named Secret Curly because he has wild hair like his mom but I didn't know that till recently because he always kept it short) Secret Curly had his hat sent down to our human player to be worn so a certain someone on our team would see it, get pissed, and can't do shit about it. Muhahaha.
Rosa ships me with Secret Curly because we're childhood friends and I still have a crush on him even though it's not a big deal and nothing is going to come out of it. Secret Curly supposedly (from the source of my little brother) had feelings for me too, but I doubt it's not so anymore. ANWAY~
I will be celebrating my eighteenth birthday in six months so my Mom and I are hoping to rent a beach house and invite all my close friends to stay with me there for two days (my birthday is on a Monday so it's best to do it the weekend beforehand). If it works out then it's gonna be wicked awesome! I'm so excited I'm thinking of making lists of everything but I need to be doing my homework... I'm also hoping to convince my dad to bring along Shelb's so I can see her and have my friends finally meet a very important part of my family. As we've had her longer than I've been alive without her..she's getting old so I want to see her more and create more memories with her. I can't imagine my life without my first pet..and really she isn't one. She's my family, my sister, my bestfriend..Agh. Emotions.

Yeah so I'm sorry that I've been gone and quiet for so long.
Love yall!
Peace~