So I've been sick about a week before Halloween because fucking ragweed suck likes a mothefucker and wants to kill me. Update on everything: I'm at a new school and it sucks like hell. I'll have to make a new post just for the damn school.
I had a boyfriend for a month (my ex who is an amazing wonderful person. His name on here shall be DH) but it ONCE AGAIN didn't feel right. Being single right now is a good situation for me. I don't know maybe something is horridly wrong with me, I doubt I'm a-sexual though or that I'm full on lesbian. I don't know maybe my attraction and such isn't strong enough for him. God knows why not since he's amazing and is a great boyfriend. I guess I just like to fall in love with people who will never love me back and that's why I can't be with DH because he loves me. Dammit DH don't love me so I can fall in love with you and then you can love me again so we can be happy...I guess there is nothing I can do as of now and just hope my stupid shining armor will fall out of a freaking tree and apologize for being late...while I hit him repeatedly with the hilt of the swords telling him he better work on his crap. Then mutter about how I searched for the idiot myself but I didn't happen upon him until I stopped looking and slaying dragons (he sucks at his job. Maybe I'm the knight...? Probably.)
Moving on, I should be doing my homework but blogging sounds more appealing right now. I don't know what else to say so maybe I should start ranting about people? Eh it's a blog and if they read it then good.
To Rosa: You're beautiful you silly little girl. Zinc needs to work on his crap. The End.
To Sexy: Get your head out of your ass! You said little to nothing to me at Halloween and that pissed me off. Candy isn't that fucking important you can always buy some. Fucking pick up the slack talk to me sometimes, got it?!! Besides that your boyfriend may be fantastic and such,but I believe I knew you first so stop ignoring your friends and be there for them. They may be going through tough times so look around once in a while. Crying alone isn't ok and no person should stop you from being there for your friends. Dumbass.
To Picard: Here we goooooo...Yeah I don't like that you kiss and love on me whenever you wish to. It confuses me and makes my heart ache. You've said you don't have feelings for me like that but kissing me isn't helping with that statement. Find a girlfriend or something or figure out stuff. I don't know. Mer.
To Zinc: Yeah I don't like how you deal with things that Rosa does that upsets you. Fix that pronto buddy boy it's nearing the edge of control. Rosa is a beautiful creature that you can't control. Ok?
To X-boy (can't remember if that is you name on here but I'm not going back to check): Get on facebook more.
To Me: Stop staying up late, procrastinating, and putting personal stuff on your blog. But I doubt you'll listen to me. Oh yeah...and work on your grammar on here (ha nope.)
Ok bye guys!
Peace out!
Alex
I'm not beautiful.
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