My friends should not allowed to have caffine,sugar, or access to the internet.

ROSA PRETTY MUCH IS A BOMB WHEN SHE HAS SUGAR! SHE GOES BONKERS AND BLOGS LIKE SHE IS FUCKING JOHNNY FROM THE SHINING WHEN HE'S BECOMING MENTALLY UNSTABLE." HERE'S JOHNY!!!!"
I CAN'T EVEN STOP HER FROM EATING SUGAR GOD DAMMIT. PLUS HER AND DRAGON ARE WRITING SCARY SHIT, WELL MOSTLY ROSA, DRAGON IS WRITING PORNOOO! (Dragon is my awesome asian friend by the way, I thought the nickname I gave her seemed fitting) BUT SERIOUSLY HOLY SHIT. THEN AGAIN I AM BECOMING MORE MORBID. STEPHEN KING YOU ARE NOT HELPING. I WROTE A STORY ABOUT A MAN WHO KILLED HIS WIFE AND HAD HER HEAD ON HIS DRESSER. AND BODIES OF SKIN. FUCK WHAT THE HELL. WHAT EVEN. ALSO I WROTE A BEAUTIFUL POEM THING BECAUSE YEAH. I DON'T EVEN:
"Alexandra lee Steve's 
That's me
The girl who is no one else
The girl who, when little was full of smiles and scraped up bruised knees
The girl who, danced in the rain 
The girl who, cried walking home
The girl who, pretended to be Ariel and tried drowning her little brother in a carpet river
The girl who, had long hair to her waist 
The girl who, loves her dog almost to death
The girl who, hated taking pictures when she was little 
The girl who, loved to fly kites
The girl who, loved dolphins and tigers and wolves 
The girl who, day dreamed twenty four seven 
The girl who, shoved chocolate cake in her face when she was a kid
The girl who, cried alone in her room 
The girl who, picked dandelions when she was supposed to be inside
The girl who, suffered the pain of asthma 
The girl who, used to get car sick 
The girl who, draws manga and anime and sometimes realistic
The girl who, can kinda sing 
The girl who, can't dance for crap 
The girl who, loves to act 
The girl who, loves the water 
The girl who, laughs out loud when reading
The girl who, would rather do anything but homework
The girl who, is confused with her future
The girl who, is afraid of losing her father 
The girl who, cried when she thought her parents were divorcing
The girl who, has a ton of stuff animals on her bed
The girl who, keeps picture taped to the wall
The girl who, wishes she had a room with lanterns strewn around
The girl who, maybe smiles more then cries
The girl who, pretends to be happy when inside she may be hurting
The girl who, can't admit she needs help
The girl who, has a short temper 
The girl who, falls in love too easy
The girl who, loves soda floats
The girl who, loves chocolate above anything else
The girl who('s), favorite movie is about dinosaurs 
The girl who, loves beef stroganoff 
The girl who, loves to cook
The girl who, wants to stay up and watch b horror movies around midnight with some one she loves. 
The girl who, loves video games
The girl who, loves MLP
The girl who, loves Doctor Who 
The girl who, loves Sponge Bob
The girl who, loves Scooby Doo
The girl who, loves Star Wars
The girl who, loves LOTR
The girl who, loves Star Trek
The girl who, loves Monty Python 
The girl who, is a fan girl
The girl who, likes the guy who won't ever like her back
The girl who, doesn't think she's pretty
The girl who, loves rock and roll
The girl who, loves to stare at the clouds
The girl who, loves to eat ice cream 
The girl who, laughed so hard she cried
The girl who, apparently has boobs
The girl who, has smoke filled memories 
The girl who, hates the color pink 
The girl who, could spit water through her teeth
The girl who, could make dolphin noises 
The girl who, is a little insane
The girl who, would love to sit in pajamas all day and watch cartoons
The girl who, can't do math to save her life
The girl who, loves to read 
The girl who, wished she had a tree house
The girl who, wishes things would stay the same
The girl who, loves to camp
The girl who, loves to blow bubbles 
The girl who, doesn't want to grow up The girl who, was in the chess club
The girl who, can punch
The girl who, hates a lot of pop music
The girl who, hates cough syrup 
The girl who, hates alcohol
The girl who, doesn't know is she believes in God
The girl who, has very strong opinions 
The girl who, tries to remain strong
The girl who, loves to read fanfiction (fuck she doesn't care) 
The girl who, hates tomatos 
The girl who, wants a water-balloon gun 
The girl who, who has dreamt a million dreams 

The girl who, doesn't really like romance novels or movies
The girl who, loves comedy movies
The girl who, calls her dad when she is crying and confused
The girl who, felt so alone
The girl who, carries many memories
The girl who, can rarely forget
The girl who, is really good at memorizing things like numbers 
The girl who, can kinda tan 
The girl who, has unruly hair 
The girl who, loves rainbows 
The girl who, is many things 
The girl who,
Is me. 
And I'm no one else. I'll never be." 

I was thinking about people comparing me to other people and I really hate that. I am my own person, and I know for a fact that I am like no one else. I am myself and that is that! is that. 

Also I'm writing this on a computer :D. Yay Yay Yay. 

FUCK I HATE THIS WHOLE WEEK THOUGH, I MISSED MY BROTHER'S GRADUATION. I WAS 'SISTER' ZONED AND FUCKING EVERYTHING. FUCK WHY. JUST WHY. I STARTED CRYING AND CALLED MY DADDY. JUST DAMMIT. UGH. I DON'T WANT TO EVEN TRY ANYMORE HONESTLY. JUST....SIGH. I'M GLAD TO BE IN SAN ANTONIO I NEED A BREAK. AND I'M FREE FROM EVERYTHING. DAMN CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY THIS SUMMER?! WELL I'M HAPPY NOW, WITH MY PUPPY AND CAT. 

AREN'T THEY CUTE :D. ANYWAY. I ALSO HUNG OUT WITH ROZZY POZ LAST WEEKEND AND WE WENT TO STEAK AND SHAKE AND HAD A WATER HOSE FIGHT. YEAH. SO COOL. 

ANYWAYS I'M GONNA GO BE AN ALEX. PEACE.

- Alex